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JuS a Bitch-a Midget
jus there..i guEss....
sumonE----who---has n0---respect
sumone like the rest
soooooooo----I----slid-------------so what?-on a baR
an--
she-laffed at me
He-----well=-=..........PHUCKED
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-again.
s00000000----I caught the glimse of the nuT housE
soooooooooooooooooo-----DIDNT I ALREADY KNOW?
TomaRRow-....................I;ll be gonexzxz
"OCTOBER"=----BehinD-mE.-smells- death-rotted
forgotten?
The -tugginG--on mY-neck.......my minD=blinkED=A-Blank
us a memoRY.
of-nEAR-DEath
Under the TRee-------------almost
naked.......he...............almost..............killed
me
an...i................................-well-i----------
cried....i GueSS......an....
so-hes-FREE
ThE--flAshlights of THEM-----------ovEr me -----(-
angels?)-in bLUE-thank u.......ok.
PHUCKEN BATARD
i .....never--------told on him
i can'T=smoke-still.....NO BLUE SMOKE.
i -cant live ....wif myself
like this=......i cant co0k.coffee!!!
...laffs-=-=
ShoWERS dun work-.k. ALL THE LIES AND SEX
i can laff
no
i.....cant.............really
cuse-the jokes on me.
MY DOGS ==============HAVE LEFT ME
MY--phucked redemption-------is mY
--gutsssssssssss
-i never -----g0----------set-free.... liES!------open air ----fAvorS-
to mYself. (----------hillBilliE-----
---land---------------)..
.........yea..i was there to-see--------
----------alone no-lighT^ k none. JuS=puppEts-----on ThE wall
-------talk.........
..as i spin round and ask for more
=ThE Ceiling fanS-talk ta me.
FLITHLY DIRTY WHORE!
I sEE him---"the mummY----
shrinked"=my amour====
weak i-see-him----_________
in-bricks----that cant bleed.
I FEEL---
MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD........... ThE=coDE-...fell on mE
the locks-.well........
......like-dunno------OPEN! into---fortresses...
............0f.=times-i smelled-once.
TROGENSSSSSSS
no.
jus-smells.of codes
codes
codes
an-
im....safe~....
................................................................ ..... 2nd part- :
I-knoW thE truth-HURTS

YOU=BITCH!
he said.
he..........
....................woke
up..........
........................im .scaRed
I TRYYYYYYY-TO TYPE.......
yuh know the feelin......
...when sumthin--is different
----yuh jus knoW
yuh -.gona GET IT BABE
REAL=GOOD
(--there she goes down the ST.--)
(--its the start of a brand new day--)
*line by Kenny Heyman)
Black-EN-EyES-
she dun CaRE-....
its a Brand nEw day
AN I WOKE UP....taday.....
...........alive?...dunno--yet.
sleeping isnt a ...........its jus not.k.
The-emotional slut-....
......."=Lucy="...
.i-do pray-will--protect us-=
- LUCY?.........
..........lucy?-----yuh there?
yea-///-i been under yuh bed_____
______--always~I;ll dance with you
((((((((---shes----the LockeT^----))))))))))
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
SigneD: dunn0---her or me
All Rights Reserved © 2002 JBL

Authors note:
october:
He was my prince
he tried to snuFF me....
I realize this now and THEN
an-i never spoke
shockieeeeeeee
i -go-on
in terror.....aging everyday
dying everyday
I never told the truth
why?
that was October.
"AS-IF "February" wasnt enuff!~..
the rides over.

-=-Never-=-Will I cRaSH this Den-AgAin-